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Reblogged from mattsmadmixtape  20 notes

mattsmadmixtape:

We fell into a slumber
In separate beds
Both scared to death
Escaping summer
Because I knew
In time you grew

I blame it on the weather
inside my head
It rains instead
I’d feel better
Because of you
And now I do

I will never stop fighting for you
I will never stop fighting for you

This kiss, it is a promise
All that is said
We won’t forget
Hold me to it
But please stay true
With skies so blue

I will never stop fighting for you
I will never stop fighting for you

My eyes, they were carved by your picture
1000 words aren’t enough to describe her
There’s always lightning that pairs with the thunder
Precipitation starts the cycle over
And what do I know? about this situation:
Is she’s a broken girl that I could never fix
And I was stupid enough to just keep dealing with it
I’m learnig lessons, dealing with this depression
Preparing for the worst, expecting to get hurt
Ignoring all the pain
All I wanted was to play out in the rain


Free download at: sleepinginband.bandcamp.com

  • Track: Separate Beds
  • Artist: Sleeping In
  • Album: Summer Demo
  • Plays: 199
Reblogged from clocksentropy  42 notes

I have a lot of regrets but no words to adequately phrase what I would have done differently. So for now, I am sorry.

Because I’m not an easy person to love, and I foolishly thought you were aware of my bounded capacities.

But you desperately made maps out of trying to love me. No thesaurus or dictionary or encyclopedia could compete with the mountains of words you fashioned in my honor. And along in your bumbling you got lost in me. And no satellite or star could help guide you home, so you stayed awhile; told yourself you could be happy here. And to pass the time, you learned about the shapes of sharp and the anger of angles.

And I never fucking noticed that as I was passively navigating , you were drowning.

And I was the only life boat in sight.

And really, you only have yourself to blame for loving Poseidon’s wayward daughter.

Because I came in like a hurricane and wrecked havoc on everything you thought you’d known. I brought with me a sodden Hell, and tore about all your stupid maps and senseless words and I spit them back in your face.

Because I didn’t want you to love me.

Because I didn’t want to be the one to break you.

Because I ruined you.

Because I don’t know how to fix you.

Because I’m sorry.

And because if I had to do it all again, I would have done the same fucking thing.

Because regret is just a word, and I have a history of not knowing how to use words adequately.

By Sodden Hells - NR (via clocksentropy)

Reblogged from mattsmadmixtape  20 notes

mattsmadmixtape:

We fell into a slumber
In separate beds
Both scared to death
Escaping summer
Because I knew
In time you grew

I blame it on the weather
inside my head
It rains instead
I’d feel better
Because of you
And now I do

I will never stop fighting for you
I will never stop fighting for you

This kiss, it is a promise
All that is said
We won’t forget
Hold me to it
But please stay true
With skies so blue

I will never stop fighting for you
I will never stop fighting for you

My eyes, they were carved by your picture
1000 words aren’t enough to describe her
There’s always lightning that pairs with the thunder
Precipitation starts the cycle over
And what do I know? about this situation:
Is she’s a broken girl that I could never fix
And I was stupid enough to just keep dealing with it
I’m learnig lessons, dealing with this depression
Preparing for the worst, expecting to get hurt
Ignoring all the pain
All I wanted was to play out in the rain


Free download at: sleepinginband.bandcamp.com

  • Track: Separate Beds
  • Artist: Sleeping In
  • Album: Summer Demo
  • Plays: 199